January 2010
2010, I would like to welcome you;
But not without saying goodbye to 2009, first :)
2009 really was quite the year. It was the start of a new life for me. I graduated high school, and I am already done with my first semester of college. It’s pretty crazy when I think about how fast time has gone, and just how much has changed since January 2009. So, on the cusp of leaving 2009 and entering 2010, it only seems right of me to talk...
December 2009
today;
i got to talk with one of my best friends from a very long time ago. she was, by far, the most beautiful person i knew, and i always looked up to her. but, over time, we separated, simply because out lifestyles clashed, and she was into things that i just didn’t want to be a part of. however, i think about her everyday, and i always hoped for the chance to see her or talk with her again....
All Time Low
coolkidqueen:
is playing at Grad Bash this year.
That is so hilarious.
thanks for waking me up with a laugh, darling.
that should be interesting, ;D
I wish......
carlay:
That camp was all year long and that what goes on during the year all happens during the time that summer takes place. I can’t stand annoying immature brats at school or dance and everyone at camp just makes me happy.
I also wish people weren’t such hyppocritical a-holes, that would be nice too.
<333
hate them hypocritical a-holes, but love you :)
it needs to be february;
because, there are many shows that i want to go to, all of which are occuring then. so let’s just bypass january(EXCEPT FOR BLAIR’S BIRTHDAY OF COURSE!!! <3), kthanks :)
ohumyeahright;
i love when you ask someone a question, and it catches them totally off guard. the awkward stuttering is just lovely.
get this, i’m on MYSPACE chatting it up with some old friend. it’s like, foregin. i kind of feel like i’m cheating on my significant other. lol
life is a test;
and i get bad marks.
as per usual.
work at 7am, fml.
i’m thinking i should be sleeping.
yup. sounds like a plan.
i have a lot more to rant about, but i am far too tired to even go there right now.
but just to clarify, i said it once and i’ll say it again, STOP TRYING TO IMPRESS ME. it is so not even working to your advantage, and honestly now your just being annoying.
here we go again;
same thing, different person. get a grip, man.
this made me smile;
“hey there. i don’t know if you check this anymore, and even if you don’t i guess that’s fine. i just feel like i should maybe post this, because i have been thinking it for the longest. you are quite possibly the prettiest girl i have ever had the luck to see with my own eyes. my only regret is that i never worked up enough courage to talk to you face to face. happy...
this is so typical;
high school drama can go and bite the big one. i’m in college now, kiddies. get your shit together. k thxs.
it's odd;
when you like someone, you tend to get caught up in the whole ‘we-just-met-and-your-amazing’ phase. and then, as time goes on, you realize how incredibly untrue that is.and, no matter how much time you spend trying to convince yourself otherwise, it never works. i guess i shouldn’t be really surprised. but, if you weren’t so freakin’ awkward then maybe we could...
single millionares-brighten.
one of my favorite...
haha;
i spent the last hour having a conversation with my friend who is snowed in through text from last night posts. probably the best idea we have ever had. you should try it. i swear, it’s so incredibly amusing. or, maybe she and i just need lives. lol
haha, perfection;
andy: i'm so tired of that lady gaga song. seriously. your caught in a bad romance. i get it. now go 'ra ra' somewhere else.
brandon: dude. shut up before i come over there and your face gets caught in a bad romance with a frying pan.
“i swim for better days, despite the absence of sun”
– andrew mcmahon (Swim)
funny stuff;
it’s amazing what you realize about a person in just one moment. i think it’s funny when the person you tell just about everything to doesn’t do the same for you. or when you make time for someone, but they just can’t do the same back. i see now that i am just going out of my way, trying to be a good friend. but if the actions aren’t reciprocated then what’s the...
our first face to face convo in months;
brandon: CAITLIN! I MISSED YOU, LOVE!
me: BRANDON! I MISSED YOU,TOO!
me: so um yeah...
me: how about them dolphins?
brandon: shut up hoe, and give me a damn hug.
me: done and done.
--oh how i love my life, lol
Everyone is pissed
coolkidqueen:
about the line up for AP tour. It is quite the joke, though.
NeverShoutNever, Hey Monday, The Cab, Every Avenue, The Summer Set
I mean, hasn’t this tour happened before!? The whole set list was predicted weeks before they even announced The Summer Set.
Warped tour line up’s also posted some time today. Hm,this year I’m gonna get off my butt and not procrastinate (or move ;D) so...
haha, as per usual;
brandon: i will be home in t-minus 48 hours.
me: i'll make sure i'm hiding somewhere you will never find me in t-minus 48 hours.
brandon: well, aren't you just the greatest best friend ever.
me: we're best friends?
brandon: YES WOMAN WE ARE BEST FRIENDS!?! NOW GET HAPPY THAT I AM COMING HOME!
me: -insert happy face here-
brandon: you kill me. i swear.
arttm;
maybe i’m your mr.right baby, maybe i’m the one you like maybe i’m a shot in the dark and you’re the morning light whoa maybe this is sad but true baby, maybe you’ve got nothing to lose you could be the best of me when i’m the worst for you
i love this song :)
you keep me hanging on
so contagiously;
“oh, why is your dick out?
haha, awk awk”
– carla wheeler
another night, another dream wasted on you.
focusing so much of my time on one person can’t be healthy. that’s why i’m making the decision, here and now, at the brink of 4am. i need to stop with this irrational thought of being with you. i need to stop dreaming, and pretending like it will ever happen. somethings just aren’t meant to be, and now i’m starting to understand that. it’s funny, i’m never...