January 2009
v for vendetta...
is seriously one of my all time favorite movies ever. i’ve seen it all of 5 times, and i love it more and more each time :) it’s on FX right now, and i was watching it with my dad, but now he’s in the kitchen making himself and my mother something to eat, while i sit here and multitask. i’m texting, typing, and watching all at once. skillzzzzzz.
so my day. pretty decent....
it’s okay to cry. it’s okay to cry. it’s okay to cry.
no matter how many times i say this to myself, it doesn’t work.
i’m so fucking weak nowadays.
to hell with it.
i'm just gone beyond repair.
finally. i’m home. is any one else in agreeance that this was the longest day of life? because it sure as hell felt like it to me. -sighs- all i want to do is sleep for the next 3 days until monday. but that will most definitely not be happening anytime soon. i have more than enough homework to keep me busy for the next 2 weeks. luckyyyy me, right?
i just saw brandon. for like, all of 5...
“And that’s the thing about people that mean everything they say. They...”
– KITE RUNNER. i’m obsessed.
yet another day in my oh so enjoyable life. only, i mean that in the most sarcastic sense possible. in all honesty, today has been better than most of last week combined. now that’s saying something. i had a good hair day today for once :) always awesome. AND, i think i might have a new cute boy to keep my eye on. for those of you reading (and i think it’s now a grand total of 2) think...
“No matter how many virgins you sacrifice, the sun is GOING to come up the next...”
– Ms. Beggs; is she not the cutest thing in the whole entire world? i love AP Lit
apparently, i’m an irrational person. score.
so as usual, i had too much time on my own today (all of lunch. nice, right?) and i have once again found myself back at square one. being that i was left to my thoughts for an entire thirty-some-odd minutes, i had alot of time to ponder about myself, and my personality, and just who i am in general. and i have to say, not too happy with some of the stuff i discovered. honestly. it makes me wonder...
i’m finally able to sit down and relax by the light of my computer. it has been such a LONG day. really. i’ve been up since 5AM because of this stupid pounding headache that i just cannot seem to escape. it’s the most annoying thing…ever. i was going to start reading kite runner, but with this headache, i don’t think i’ll be doing much of anything tonight,...
“We dream as we live…alone”
– the only thing in all of Heart of Darkness that stood out to me.
the sounds of anberlin are humming through my house today. no one is around. just myself and the dogs. always fun. i should be at work right now, but when i woke up this morning i felt like someone dropped numerous bricks over top my head while i slept. so, in response, i bundled up under my blanket and slept until 11:30am. which NEVER happens. it is physically impossible for me to sleep in unless...
” There is an engine in my body With every beat it lets me breathe There is a machine within my body If I could keep up with that machine that’s in my body I could do anything, be anything, see anything I can feel the beat within my body If I keep up with it could I catch myself?”
some song lyrics to tie you over. my brain isn’t functioning properly. i go from happy...
i think it's funny when...
everyone automatically writes everything in the style of a facebook status. it’s like talking in the third person, but people don’t think your weird! LOLOL
“caitlin is bitching”
“caitlin is going to get some sleep”
“caitlin wants that cute publix boy to pay her a visit”
“caitlin thinks she should shut up.”
agreed to that last one,...
i really need to stop posting on this so much. but honestly, i think it’s the only thing i actually have that i can be completely open to (and by default, i guess i’m being open to the people who read this). i don’t know. i’m in one of those weird moods again. i mentioned them before in a previous blog. but it’s like, i can’t stand being alone, but it’s...
i get disgusted when people write peverted things in my truth box on myspace. like, really? are we five? grow the fuck up.
i just got home from an exciting trip to publix. originally, after babysitting, i planned on coming straight home and passing out on my bed. but, much to my dismay, that didn’t happen, and now i am no longer in the mood to sleep. so whatever. last night was fun :) on a spontaneous note, shirlee and i decided to go down to hollywood beach last night after school. we both took the bus home,...
shit. i’m tired as fuck. walking around the beach last night was fun, though. i’ll post something about that later though. i have to be at work in like, 25 minutes. YAY
-_- NOT.
oh, HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY BLAIRRRRRR <3
philosophy class.
i won’t lie. philos class isn’t one of my favorites. i don’t like spending time with ignorant people, who get offended when someone has a different opinion than they do. but today, i stand corrected. we actually had quite the interesting conversation. Mr. Judd decided to skip over existentialism, and go right into Ethics, because it’s something that we can relate better to....
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if you know me, you know i have absolutley no way with words. i can’t come up with clever ways to phrase things, and i suck with metaphors and similies and all that shit. but i love english, so go figure right? right now, it’s 10:08 on the dot, and i am sitting on my bed, with absolutely nothing relevant to do with my life. but that doesn’t come as a surprise to my wonderful...
wise words
take it from experience. refrain from taking showers when it is 42 degrees in the morning. really. it makes your toes burn. the hot water reacting to the coldness of your body makes for an unpleasant experience. just wanted to share that fun fact. i meant to type it up this morning, but i was cold, and opted to make hot chocolate instead. :)
what a long day
okay, well maybe i’m exaggerating just a bit. i don’t think today was long, so much as it was tiring. i had to get up extra early, because i had an art club meeting. but then, my mom decided to be a bitch and not take me to school. yay for her. not really. so i was then forced to recruit trent to drive me to school. he was not happy about this, but whatever i don’t really care...
school was just as i expected it to be…which is truly not surprising. let’s start out with my terrible morning. after making anna totally freak out, i began my trek through the courtyard to my locker. upon reaching said locker, i realized that i forgot my combination. now, this is pretty crazy, considering i have been at the same locker for four years now. sad, right? well apparently,...
on the list of least favorite things, going back to school after a four day break is totally on the top of mine. fml. and you know, just to make the day even better, i have to start it off with economics as my first hour. joyyyy.
i need a life. because i know for a fact no one reads this. lol. but i update it anyways. ah well.
“This is the moment when we must come together to save this planet. Let us resolve that we will not leave our children a world where the oceans rise and famine spreads and terrible storms devastate our lands.”- Barack Obama.
i cannot wait for this inauguration :) i have never been more excited for anything in my whole life! well, no, that’s not true. but whatever.
and i found...
the sky could fall tonight.
there is one thing i really don’t like. and that’s when people totally forget that you made plans for the day, and go doing something else. i mean, i don’t know why i was expecting her to remember it anyway, she’s too busy with the “love of her life” anyways. i get my hopes up for nothing it seems. the feeling of losing a best friend is not a comforting one.
i...
it’s early. well, not really. it’s like 10:45 on a monday, and at this point, if i did have school, i would be sitting in either anatomy of econ, depending on the day. but, since there is no school today, i have just woken up. and it feel wonderful. except for the small fact that my dog keeps barking incessently at the television, which my dad conviently left on -_-. it’s...
new obsession
apple chai tazo tea. starbucks. cold.
AMAZING.
:)
drama had been averted. everything has been talked through, and my friendship can now go back to normal. well, i guess as normal as it was to begin with. which isn’t really saying much.so i’ve been jamming to this playlist i made, and i have to say, i do a damn good job of putting bands together. i think i should be the person that decides which bands go on tour with which bands. i...
martin says →
i spend way too much time reading what martin johnson has to say. so you should too!
edit from Jan.19th
-sighs- i went from having an great day to having a terrible day. sometimes i wish graduation was tomorrow, so i could leave and be away from all the things that are killing me, you know?
urgh.
i despise waking up in the early hours of the morning for work
-_-
but mall later :)
woot.
wasting time
i have nothing to do on this saturday night, other than wash dirty laundry and sit at home listening to the vitamin string quartet. how rebellious. only, when i say rebellious, i mean the exact opposite. i guess it just kind of sucks when the people who were your “best friends” totally betray you, and do something totally unforgiveable. i don’t think i have ever felt so alone in...